"I can handle it. I just don't like seeing you like this, Cas. It worries me." He scooted closer, nudging the man with his shoulder. "Though you seem a lot...better than the future Cas I saw. He was more out of it. You seem pretty coherent even for being somewhat high."
He shrugged a bit. "Apparently he got thrown into a walmart too. He managed to call and he is gonna get a bus ticket out here."
Most of what Dean says makes him a little uncomfortable but it's nothing he isn't used to. He doesn't like disappointing the other man, but he's far too deep down the rabbithole now to worry about whether or not Dean likes his drug use and orgies. He's also not going try and explain any of it to him. It's only going to pile further guilt on Dean's shoulders and he doesn't need that. Not that he's at fault or anything but Cas knows Dean well enough to know he likes to blame himself for the world's problems at large. In the case of a friend's troubles, well he's probably already putting that on himself, the idiot.
"So what you got zapped to Walmarts on the opposite end of the country? And you just happened to land where I was, and I just happen to randomly appear here. Yeah that sounds like my brother."
"Yeah pretty much. Sam is somewhere around southern California from what he told me when I finally got him to answer his damn cellphone. If this is Gabriel...why would he throw you and me here and Sam way the hell there? You know him...he has a reason for everything." He reached over, clapping a hand on Cas' knee for a moment.
"When I find that asshole I'm going to smack him upside the head with a lead pipe. Might not do much to him, but at least I'll feel satisfied."
"I'm sorry I thought you just said Gabriel had a reason for everything. I must be more high than I realized." He snorts and shakes his head. "Gabriel doesn't always have a reason for the crap he pulls. Sometimes he's just bored. Though the fact that he's screwed with you often enough when he did have a purpose that now you are wondering what he wants with you is probably amusing him to no end."
He snorts at Dean's threat and flops backward on the bed so he's staring at the ceiling. "I wouldn't recommend it. He might put it somewhere you won't like."
"Pretty much every single time he's messed with me and Sam he had a reason. Oh...oh what if he's doing something to Sam?" He looked a little panicked for a moment, looking at Cas and making a face. "But...wait that still wouldn't explain why he dropped you and me in the same town together." He wished he knew what the hell to do here.
"I'm not worried about that flying monkey." He said quietly, scooting closer to Cas slightly. "So, you're fully human now right? You...you mind if I ask about it? I never got the chance to get the full story. Including what happened between you and...other me."
Cas just groans at all of it. He doesn't want to talk about any of it. It's all one big bundle of sore topics that he'd do anything at all to avoid. He has enough awkward painful crap with his own Dean, he really doesn't need to start anymore here with this one. This should be a vacation for him. A break from the apocolypse.
"Hey I have a better idea. Lets talk about how great it is that this hotel has free cable."
"I didn't come here to talk about free fucking cable, Cas." He sighed, shrugging his shoulders and letting his head thunk back against the headboard. "I'm sorry if you don't want to talk about it, but maybe I'm trying to stop it from happening." He said, shaking his head before turning his attention back to the tv.
"I thought....I don't know. I thought things would be different, but the other me could barely look at you. He was so angry. I don't want that to happen."
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He shrugged a bit. "Apparently he got thrown into a walmart too. He managed to call and he is gonna get a bus ticket out here."
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"So what you got zapped to Walmarts on the opposite end of the country? And you just happened to land where I was, and I just happen to randomly appear here. Yeah that sounds like my brother."
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"When I find that asshole I'm going to smack him upside the head with a lead pipe. Might not do much to him, but at least I'll feel satisfied."
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He snorts at Dean's threat and flops backward on the bed so he's staring at the ceiling. "I wouldn't recommend it. He might put it somewhere you won't like."
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"I'm not worried about that flying monkey." He said quietly, scooting closer to Cas slightly. "So, you're fully human now right? You...you mind if I ask about it? I never got the chance to get the full story. Including what happened between you and...other me."
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"Hey I have a better idea. Lets talk about how great it is that this hotel has free cable."
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"I thought....I don't know. I thought things would be different, but the other me could barely look at you. He was so angry. I don't want that to happen."